Master tried to be suttle about my lack of journal entries.  Another example of my procrastination getting out of hand. I spent a lot of time in rose, but very little doing my journal like i suppose to. At least i did not get punished although often i most like diserve to be. Well , anyway things are going well for Master and i. Things have finally started to really settle in and i realize more then ever with him is where i belong. He allows me to be his slave and yet still the freedom to be a person. He is my Best Friend, Master, Teacher, Lover,Protector and Confident. I have never felt such complete happiness as i do when i am with Him. He is always with me. Always in my heart and soul. Now i just have to remember to keep this journal up. Master having to remind is not a good thing.