I kneel before you,
my eyes cast down,
my head bowed in Respect,
my hands upon my thighs,
their palms upturned
in offering of my submission...
my back arches lifting my breasts,
my thighs part exposing myself
to you
my body totally accessible to you..
my heart trusting that you will
not bring it pain..
my soul seeking to soar to heights
unimaginable..
my mind open to communication,
to be taught, guided and directed
by you
I lift my voice, and I ask permission
to speak
I lift my eyes and look into your's..
and I begin to speak...
My pledge to you my Master,
From everlasting into everlasting
these things to you I vow
to follow you beyond the sunset
to kneel beside you through all
times
and to ever rise anew from the
lessons of all our yesterdays
Our House will be a House of Joy
where all may seek refuge
and share in our love
Our House will never be haunted
by the ghosts of you and I
For what I call Love...
You will call service
and I will love you, my Master
and I know that you will cherish
the "gift" I offer
You have always been my destiny
my reason, my meaning
my first and last cause
So I joyfully submit to you all
my tomorrows
All that I am and am to become
I submit to you, Master
to mold me into the lover/sub/slave
I am yet to be
Together we will
Silence all our fears
Between us there shall be nothing
withheld
There shall be no yesterday or
tomorrow
Only the Spirit of this day will
be our guide
So take this longing from my heart
from my soul
and of my body and mind
And in this with you i shall be
one
This collar shall be a sign and
seal of these vows
Bind us with a chain so strong
that time will not dissolve it.
I reach up and take your hands,
I kiss their fingertips,
then I lower myself to the floor
and kiss your feet.
Again with head bowed in Respect
to you..
I await your voice Master,
to lead, guide, direct and protect
me.
January 17, 2001
I found the above poem in some files of mine. I am not sure who wrote it but i think for the most part it captures submission. I guess i feel i might be losing focus on what i should be doing for Master. At times i am not even sure i am being any benifit to him. Sometimes i do not feel submissive at all, this is also the times when i feel the most distance from him so maybe i am rebelling. I guess sometimes i just feel too much on my own and i get really independant.