January 19,2001--Polomaroy, communication, and fair weather friends.
 

Things went to hell today. I just need to shut up and trying to fix everything. I thought we not communicating  enough. Angel got made at me and Master. It is all my fault. I feel hurt by angel. I did not intend to make her so angry . She even asked Master for a release. Now things are ok i guess Master and angel talked things over. I still feel hurt. Master seems distant, i cant stand it i feel something is wrong but when i ask he says it has nothing to do with me.